I know I know, this is a stupid thought, but sometimes I feel like the world is running out of pregnancies and everybody is getting one but me. I know in reality, whether or not another person gets pregnant has zero effect on the likelihood of myself getting pregnant. But what if mother nature or the universe only allows a certain number of conceptions each month and mine keeps getting put to the wayside because others take my spot.
I guess I am just ready to be pregnant and looking for any reason why I am not. I feel stalemated, like nothing in happening in the pregnancy realm and nothing is happening in the job realm either. Maybe if one thing was progressing then I would stop worrying about the other.
Starting to feel a little depressive funk coming over me. Man, why does it have to be so hard....
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